Then I got upset with Peaches because I could hear him chewing his lunch. I could HEAR it, feel it even, like he had the bass turned way up on his own little sound system. Of course I handled this with maturity and told him to go chew somewhere else. Obviously he was being very inconsiderate by flaunting his need to chew.
Then while walking around my neighborhood I passed a young man in a wheelchair, possibly with cerebral palsy. He was holding up a Spongebob blanket like a flag and the woman was pushing him was running. The were both laughing hysterically and he was yelling 'I'm Flying!!'. It was just a really fun thing to witness, so what do you do when you see something fun? You cry of course! Like a giant effing baby, with snot running down your face.
Give me a C. Give me an R. Give me an A. Give me a Z. Give me a Y. What does that spell? Morgan has lost her frigging mind!! Yah!!!
Peaches thinks I am just emotional with anticipation, and excitement and my anxiety can is overwhelming me a bit. Has anyone else just lost their shit after surgery? Maybe a reaction to the drugs? Before I start the crying or the irrational anger I don't even feel it coming on. I guess we will just wait and see if it gets any better as we go along....
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I went through the exact same thing...I was an emotional roller coaster. It gets better, I swear.
ReplyDeleteTotally gets better! So with you on the chewing thing..I make mo leave the room if he is eating any friut..it's like nails on a chalkboard to me!
ReplyDeleteI am loving your blog so far, I can't wait to hear more of your adventures. I am just starting on my journey, hopefully to be banded in May. I've started a blog as well: Colleens journey to a healthier life.
ReplyDeleteIt's the lack of food...you'll get better...I promise.
ReplyDeleteHang in there...
ReplyDeleteI read somewhere that the presurgery diet and post op diet cause a drastic drop in estrogen levels and you are likely to experience emotions similar to baby blues after birth or PMS, etc. I had a smidge of it I guess, but believe in the estrogen thing since I have not had a period since the birth of my son who is 2 and a half, due to severe PCOS caused by my weight, and now am starting, I think due to the estrogen drop. ANYWAY.... I read an article today that I wish I had seen before banding, but glad I at least read it before the 4th week, it cleared up a lot of misconceptions for me so I thought I would post the link here for you, for a little light reading if you are interested. http://bariatrictime...-art-of-eating/
ReplyDeleteHEAL UP!
Reading and enjoying your blog. Do not have a blog of my own, and may not comment much, as I am super busy with school at the moment1 Good luck on your journey!
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