My doctor said everything is looking good, I was finally able to remove the last of the steri-strips, yah!!! However my surgeon has asked for a barium swallow test, because she used a large band and just wants to make sure everything is still where is is supposed to be on the inside. I will be doing that tomorrow morning and I am a little nervous about it. (I talked to Peaches about this, he assured me I am good at swallowing and have nothing to worry about...hahahahaha.) But really I am letting my what-iffer and anxiety kick into overdrive!! What if it was too lose and has moved and they have to do surgery and my insurance won't cover it for some reason and ...and ....and ...well that's as far as I have gotten so far.
I am going to start going back to yoga, going to a slow and gentle class tonight. I am hoping this will help me center myself and find my chi again, I seem to have misplaced it!